ahhhh craving for maccas fillet o fish now..... at this time.. yesh....
OMFG IM BECOMING A FAT PIGGGG.. FML.
WELL I JUST WANT SOME MACCAS NOW.. AHHAHHAHAHAH
SO HUNGRYY
I HATE STUDYING
FML
IM SCREWED FOR THE TRIALS
SKIPPED 3 DAYS OF SKL AND DID NOTHING AHAHAHAH
STUPID VIVO
DUMDUM VIVO :)
Friday, July 29, 2011
WILD IMAGINATION
[11:04:26 PM] Vivian Ta: AAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHHAAHAAA OMGAHHH I LAUGH IF YOU WERE HAIVNG AHEM AND THEN THE GIRL STARTED TO HAVE HER PERIODS
[11:04:32 PM] Vivian Ta: AHAHAHAHHAAHH
[11:05:17 PM] david: wtf not cooool, WHY DID I IMAGINE THAT FML T_T
[11:05:48 PM] david: okok
[11:06:08 PM] Vivian Ta: HAHAHAHAHAH OMFGAHAHAHAHAAHAHAA OMGHAAAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAAAA
[11:06:09 PM] Vivian Ta: ;)
[11:06:14 PM] Vivian Ta: OH YOU MUST LOVE THAT FEELING THEN :P
[11:08:02 PM] david: LOL dont laugh D: WHAT IF IT HAPPENS TO US HUH, DOUBLE WATERFALL OMGAH D: LOL
ahahahhaha OMGAH AHHAHAH HE ACTUALLY THOUGHT OF THAT.. OMFG... WHAT IS RUNNING THROUGH THAT BRAIN OF HIS AHHAHAHAHAHAHSH
[11:04:32 PM] Vivian Ta: AHAHAHAHHAAHH
[11:05:17 PM] david: wtf not cooool, WHY DID I IMAGINE THAT FML T_T
[11:05:48 PM] david: okok
[11:06:08 PM] Vivian Ta: HAHAHAHAHAH OMFGAHAHAHAHAAHAHAA OMGHAAAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAAAA
[11:06:09 PM] Vivian Ta: ;)
[11:06:14 PM] Vivian Ta: OH YOU MUST LOVE THAT FEELING THEN :P
[11:08:02 PM] david: LOL dont laugh D: WHAT IF IT HAPPENS TO US HUH, DOUBLE WATERFALL OMGAH D: LOL
ahahahhaha OMGAH AHHAHAH HE ACTUALLY THOUGHT OF THAT.. OMFG... WHAT IS RUNNING THROUGH THAT BRAIN OF HIS AHHAHAHAHAHAHSH
Saturday, July 23, 2011
FKEN SHOOT ME
Fken weather = fken shit day
This is fucken pissing me off. Ugh fuck i JUST FUCKEN CANT STUDY. OMGAH. FK. Omg really whats the point we're all going to die eventually. i dont mind ending it now, probably save all my energy instead. This whole study shit is pathetic AND whats more is im not happy with this relationship at all. fml. Today i saw him, it felt so awkward. I sort of felt sad when i saw him and i dont know but fuck this.
This is fucken pissing me off. Ugh fuck i JUST FUCKEN CANT STUDY. OMGAH. FK. Omg really whats the point we're all going to die eventually. i dont mind ending it now, probably save all my energy instead. This whole study shit is pathetic AND whats more is im not happy with this relationship at all. fml. Today i saw him, it felt so awkward. I sort of felt sad when i saw him and i dont know but fuck this.
Monday, July 18, 2011
Shoot me now
I really dont know why, but im getting this feeling called jealousy again. Like okay i believe what he had said, but like i just dont know but im still thinking like he doesnt seem to have as much fun with me as with other girls. I dont know but i just feel so lonely and like hmmm i dnt know. I prob cant say it here because his friend knows this blog and like if he sees it he will probably tell him.
But mans my life is in a mess now and whats worse is my fucken lil sister is being the biggest bitch. I just told her not to scream because like its freaken loud as AND THEN she goes pissed and mumbling to herself and then FUCKEN HELL BUT SHE HAS ATTITUDE PROBLEMS. >.> like really she expects me to help her and buy her food but i only expect from her TO SHUT THE FUCK UP. Yerh and then that fucken big sister tells me to shut up. DUDE im trying to work here and YOU GUYS ARE FKEN SCREAMING. OF COURSE I HAVE TO TELL YOU GUYS TO SHUT THE FUCK UP. Seriously both my sisters are mentally retarded. Bigger sister is meant to teach the fken little one the right thing and she tells me to shut up. Im trying to study and do work. This is freaken weird.
And now my love life is getting to settle down a bit. But i still feel guilty okay. I admit i still do. He treats me soo well and this is what i give him in return. And with the other guy im just SO INSECURE. Like at the moment im thinking hmm hes probably not studying and probably having fun with other girls. Like i dont know but im very insecure around him.
And okay now its trials coming up. I didnt use this holidays well enough. Im currently failing maths because i just cant do it for some reason. English im basically screwed i havent started my speech. Physics im screwed even though i have done past papers its just some parts need memory work and i dont have that fken good memory. Chemistry is worse, so much memory work. JUST SHOOT ME. I am going to fail the trials. Oh great. First week of holidays were alright i kind of used it well. But when it came to the second week i just though of him him him him. He was everywhere. I couldnt study and when i tried going library i just couldnt study because of him and friends. I dont really work well in a group. I work better alone. FOREVER ALONE. :)
Anyways enough ranting, i must continue the physics past paper and then chemistry past paper then 4u maths hw and then read over notes for physics and chemistry. Great i will never be able to this in one day. My goals are all unrealistic
But mans my life is in a mess now and whats worse is my fucken lil sister is being the biggest bitch. I just told her not to scream because like its freaken loud as AND THEN she goes pissed and mumbling to herself and then FUCKEN HELL BUT SHE HAS ATTITUDE PROBLEMS. >.> like really she expects me to help her and buy her food but i only expect from her TO SHUT THE FUCK UP. Yerh and then that fucken big sister tells me to shut up. DUDE im trying to work here and YOU GUYS ARE FKEN SCREAMING. OF COURSE I HAVE TO TELL YOU GUYS TO SHUT THE FUCK UP. Seriously both my sisters are mentally retarded. Bigger sister is meant to teach the fken little one the right thing and she tells me to shut up. Im trying to study and do work. This is freaken weird.
And now my love life is getting to settle down a bit. But i still feel guilty okay. I admit i still do. He treats me soo well and this is what i give him in return. And with the other guy im just SO INSECURE. Like at the moment im thinking hmm hes probably not studying and probably having fun with other girls. Like i dont know but im very insecure around him.
And okay now its trials coming up. I didnt use this holidays well enough. Im currently failing maths because i just cant do it for some reason. English im basically screwed i havent started my speech. Physics im screwed even though i have done past papers its just some parts need memory work and i dont have that fken good memory. Chemistry is worse, so much memory work. JUST SHOOT ME. I am going to fail the trials. Oh great. First week of holidays were alright i kind of used it well. But when it came to the second week i just though of him him him him. He was everywhere. I couldnt study and when i tried going library i just couldnt study because of him and friends. I dont really work well in a group. I work better alone. FOREVER ALONE. :)
Anyways enough ranting, i must continue the physics past paper and then chemistry past paper then 4u maths hw and then read over notes for physics and chemistry. Great i will never be able to this in one day. My goals are all unrealistic
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Give me time
PLEASEE GIVE ME TIME!!! I JUST WANT TIME TO THINK!! and LET ME BREATHE!!! please :( *sigh I just want to solve everything after the hsc. I know you are unsure if you can feel the same way, but i just want to do my hsc and get a good result. I just want to solve this all after the hsc because MY LIFE IS THE HSC. IF I FAIL I RATHER JUST SUICIDE THAN CONTINUE ON. I WANT MY FAMILY TO BE PROUD AND TELL THAT FKEN AUNT TO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP LOOKING DOWN AT OUR FAMILY. well just give me time. please.
Monday, July 11, 2011
OPEN YOUR EYES
WAKEEEEEE UPPPPP VIVO!!!!!!! WAKE UP!! OMGAH I FELL ASLEEP ON MY NOTES AGAIN T___T i hate studying. ughh i dont know what is the best method. At the moment, all my notes are typed and im just going through memorising stuff i need to memorise and thats hard. I dont know if i should do past paper and then go study the notes. hmm ah wells.
but great i had to fall asleep and waste my time T__T i wasted 4 days of the holidays doing nothing but on msn and talking to people. Great. Im so productive. At this rate, i prob fail my trials. FML.
VIVO SHUT UP. DONT TALK. JUST STUDY. STOP PROCRASTINATING. STOP THINKING ABOUT STUPID STUFF. JUST STOP AND STUDY :)
but great i had to fall asleep and waste my time T__T i wasted 4 days of the holidays doing nothing but on msn and talking to people. Great. Im so productive. At this rate, i prob fail my trials. FML.
VIVO SHUT UP. DONT TALK. JUST STUDY. STOP PROCRASTINATING. STOP THINKING ABOUT STUPID STUFF. JUST STOP AND STUDY :)
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