Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Rage

Yerh okay since he doesnt know this blog url now i can just rage as much as i want. Yerh its not that i care about what he thinks of me but the fact that i want some privacy for once in my life time. Yerh i kind of find it annoying how he goes on my msn, my blog and my facebook before. I find it annoying. Get a fken life. So I changed my my blog url and facebook pw and blog pw. Just msn i shall leave for now. I really want to see what kind of life he has. He keeps telling me study yet he goes and get himself a new gf? Wow? LOL? HOW funny is that. LOL.

When we were together, he was the one telling me to tell him why i was sad or angry. I tried holding it in and not tell him. Now hes the one telling ppls that im a spaz bitch ranting so much? Do you expect me to bottle up everything? Youre the one who told me to tell you.

It amazes me how many girlfriends you had and how everyone just fell for it. I dont know but really can you please give a fk about your hsc than go chasing after girls.... It amazes me how when we were together you said so much shit and so much lies.

Its not the fact that you got a new girlfriend, but the fact that you lied to me throughout this relationship. I hate liars. I know i lie at times, but i have my own reasons. Really why would you lie about stuff to me? Why lie when you know i rather learn the truth even if it hurts me? If you told me earlier you liked you current gf, i would actually feel better. The fact you lied to me and said you wont get a new gf until a few months later, just wow. When you meant a few months, did you mean 2 day? Because that day before you got together with your new gf, you told me you dont want to get into a relationship until a few months later. Two days later, you get a gf. I find it really funny. You know im not like you. I cant move from guy to guy. I take a while to move on and you actually thought i moved on already, just amazes me. You think im those kind of chicks who just moves from guys to guys. No im not.

Your past amazes me. I am pretty mad about it. You lied to me about it. If you never lied to me about and actually told the truth, i would actually accept it and genuinely believed you. But no you lied to me about it.

A liar will always be a liar.

I dont know, but i really doubt you changed. In just a month can you actaully change that fast? I dont know what your current gf saw in you no offence. But really you need to learn how to stop playing with girls minds and hearts or else in the end you will be toyed by one. I mean for everythign you did, karma will get you. I know. You will have consequences.

Well i dont know why i fell for you either. Yerh thingo is right, you know how to get a girl. But really are you gonna stick like this forever? Really girls who rants; got a problem with that?

If i did not rant and expose my feelings, i will bottle up everything and really would i ever be happy? I mean you really are one selfish bastard. Only caring for yourself. And there i dont fink you changed at all. How hard is it for you to realise playing around is just a stupid silly thing. I dont know why you are doing this, but really dont toy with another girls heart. Karma will get you.

I really hope you goodluck. Learn how to grow into a better person. Learn to not play around and mess around. You are almost 18. You're not some 15 year old kid anymore. Basically learn how to grow up into a man. Want me to teach you?

I really dont know why i wasted my time cheering you up the day before you got together with your gf. I mean who the PUCK GOES TO THE EX AND GO IM SO SAD. >.> hello ... you are really one heartless bastard. Grow up or stay the way you are right now and just be friendless. 

Well i really hope you do change.

OH oh that reminds me, i asked you if you ever find me annoying and you said no, but you told others i was a psychotic bitch? Wow? Thats practically saying im annoying. LOL. You are one funny guy LOL. Another lie there LOL. Seriously i can point out all the lies you said. Your current gf really dont know you then despite going same school for 6 years LOL. Now thats funny LOL.


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