Weird fact

I realised that if someone confesses to me and i dont have feelings that time, i will soon develop them after because i take notice of them and etc

Hmmm weird.

WTF?

Okay i said i was gonna not talk about panda but i just logged on to friends fb and i saw something so im just going wtf at the moment? Like why hide it from my friend before and no why reveal it?
Well like im just going wtf why the relationship was so sudden. Im just going wtf why lie to me about it. Im just going wtf at everythng becaucse no one saw this coming.

Basically im jus going wtf now.

I gotta say this girl is very innocent. Really more innocent than i was..I mean at least i knew what sex was, she didnt. Basically the outline of today was teaching her what these are:
- sex
- orgy
- orgasm
- blowjob
- handjob
- masturbate
- fingering where we had to search on google images to explain it to her and .... wow she still didnt get it.
- the 4 bases
She even had no idea HOW A GIRL GETS PREGNANT. OH GAWD. AND omgah did i say she doesnt know what happens to a girl when she gets turned on.

Shes very innocent. Seriously sex? AHAHHASH
YOU ARE SOOOO CUTE LOL

12/10/11

Im very disappointed in Anne Duong class of 2011 of sefton high school. Shame she joined the fort st crew. damn disappointment right there. LOL.

Oh just reminded me AHHAH how aaron was leaning back on his chair and fell backwards and broke his chair. LOLLL
HAD TO STICKY TAPE THAT CHAIR AHAHHSA funny cunt :)

wow today was a pretty fun day :)
oh and that reminds me... i eat about 60 bugs when i go sleep. fk..... yuck. disgusting

JO YOU ARE SO FREAKEN ADORABLE

AHAHHA OKAY we went to lidcombe station stoood there and yay saw ena :) miss her :)
and then as we entered the train gosh some guy waved at me... and i waved back, but i dnt know who waved at me. A STRANGER T___T OMGAH ..

AND AS soon as me and jo walked down she sat down and the chair broke. LOLL
THIS IS SO FREAKEN HILARIOUS LOLLLLLLL

AHAHHAS because everyone was going wtf LOL
AHAHHAHAS
YOU ARE SO CUTE JOO

Tutor Party

LOL two days ago I emailed my tutor teacher to not invite panda to the tutor party. Now i really dont mind because im over him LOL and now my tutor teacher is like no he wont invite him.
LOL
Panda has been longer at the tutor place than i have yet my tutor teacher likes me more :)
THEHEHE
the fact that he likes me more obviously shows that im not the bad girl here. I can rant and rage as much as i want and thats not a bad thing at all.

Well just got to say, this will/may be the last post about panda. Im completely over him. Im serious. LOL After what happened today, i feel much better happier and glad :)

Relationships

Im actually afraid of being in one now. It scares me how much one can lie in them, how one can just crush you with all those lies. I dont think i will have a bf for quite a while, even if i like someone, i wont go after or give myself a chance. Its scary. We dont know when the other party is lying and when we find out it just strucks us so badly we can never move on anymore.

Well in my last relationship, it was full of lies. I dont know how to tell the difference between a lie and a truth. And in a relationship its full of trust and stuff. Im just too scared to face another relationship like this one affecting me so bad because it was full of lies when i put so much effort into it.

Yerh thing is when youre with someone in a relationship, youre never lonely. You are there to accompany each other. But really thats like the basis of many relationships, and why people want it. But really thats basically like "using" each other.

Yerh im weird now LOL.

But i probably wont have one till uni when i learn how to read people and learn how to distinguish between a lie and the truth.