Monday, January 18, 2010

Saying goodbye with conscience ~

Who can expect the feelings of love can be so fluctuating
These rules cannot be broken just by making promises
There are tears, and also happiness
Love and sin can offset each other

Have not completely loved you yet but have already seen the end
Don’t substitute the beauty with ugliness
If it is difficult to heal the wounds with love
Saying goodbye without any regret in the bottom of the heart

Separation is like setting both (of us) free
Being in love forcefully is worse than being alone
It is difficult to decide whether to let go of the warm memories
Afraid that the conscience cannot choose

Too little happiness, too many heartbreaks
There is no need to enjoy the pain
Too little sharing, too many arguments
Why do (we) have to love like torture
Life is too short, too many sacrifices
Would rather bear the short pain, don’t endure any longer
Letting go more, would gain more
Don’t call it a beautiful journey, like being happy for the wrong thing
The reason for being in love, was for the happiness and laughter.



OMG THIS IS SOOO TRUE. I UNDERSTAND AND I WON'T BE THAT FOOLISH GIRL ANYMORE. =D

After Tomorrow ~

V: Love will always torture
F: So we chose to
F&V: Be friends who are better than lovers

That part of the lyrics translation is true.
Well love isnt really pain but being friends is forever, but being lovers wouldnt stay that long.

Let's Get Wet translation ~

This world is too dry; just waiting for a wave
Then passion will burst past the defenses; Sleeking in all directions
A look in your direction; the centre of the palm perspires
Tears are condensed on the face; waiting for its release
The pulse increases by a few more beats

[Chorus]
The body’s energetic flow; stays faithful to its original nature
Ultimately covers the Earth; revealing all
Over the cheeks the water cascades continuously; the back is soaking wet
Heart and soul flows confluently with yours; spiritual desires tightly bounded

It’s said that love and perspiration; are both surreptitious (stealthy)
Blending together; calmly waiting to be provoked
Each time I see you; the energy buried within my entire body
Turns into tears and perspiration; suffusing over a thousand miles

*Repeat [Chorus]

An unstoppable violent flow; given to this dehydrated Earth
Gushing out precious petroleum; igniting all brightly
An accomplice can be found; with arrogance if wanted
Earlier the forehead was moistened; who’s willing to pursue (investigate)

Perspiration flows from the back of your hand
Drips down my neck and shoulder
All the way into (the centre of) my heart.



Some parts are what i feel everytime i see him.

Monday, January 11, 2010

Mirror Mirror

I wish all that happened was just a dream. Can i wake up now?

If only wishes could be dreams
And all my dreams could come true
There would be two of us standing here in front of you
If you could show me that someone that I used to be
Bring back my baby, my baby to me

Confusion

After looking back at my convos with him, it makes me realise that im not completely over him. I don't really know who i like anymore now. I don't know whats going inside my head.

I'm just confused about who i like now and i wish someone can help me and guide me along. I'm really lost.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Black Vivo :(

OMG i went to two beach outings in a row and i got BLACK AND DARKER :(
First beach outing was with primary school friends. It was fun especially in the water. I couldnt swim and everyone tried to drag me out. Vincent dragged me and i had to hold on to him since he dragged me out tooo far where i couldnt touch the ground. -.- OMG. HE MADE ME DRINK SO MUCH SALT WATER:( My throat was in pain that time. HAHA and sorry Vincent for kicking you since I WAS soo helpless i couldnt hold on to anything but you. ROFL. SO SORRY. AHAHAS. It was even fun when Allan dug a hole in the sand and we buried vincent in it. ROFL. You could see only his head popping up. So funny. He couldn't even get out. ROFL.
Overall, the outing was great. First time eating Gellato. YUMMY. AND hmph, Luke etc LEFT us. Tsk tsk

Second beach outing was with family. It was fun chasing after the ball and helplessly getting pushed back because of the strong waves. I was soooo scared but i managed to survive :)
FUN OUTING WITH FAMILY AGAIN.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Still feels like 2009

*sigh
It's already the seventh day of 2010 but it stills feels like 2009. 2009 was an awesome year where i got closer to some of my friends i.e Connie, Kim, Carol, Joanna, Sophie etc. I got to know a lot more about them and share things around with them. They are an awesome group. And yes kim, im talking about how awesome you are *cough *cough. ROFL

Well i guess there are some things i cant let go of at the moment. But i wished i did. I wanted to forget all the painful things i went through during the last few weeks of the year but it seems really hard. I got it through during this week when watching a lot of TVB dramas. I kind of forgot about him and everything we've been through. But i guess the thing i want really now is for our friendship to remain and for him to be happy and not trying to be happy but actually being happy around me at least. Liking someone wants the other person to feel happy and all this time i've brought him pain and sorrow. I guess watching these TVB dramas made me understand what i really wanted and what to do now.

TVB DRAMAS ARE JUST SO AWESOME. Love watching Armed reaction the seasons. Old but great. :)

Friday, January 1, 2010

AWESOME DAY OUT

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! Wish everyone find their happiness and yerh ROFL

Anyways had a outing with primary friends today. IT WAS FUN BUT TIRING!!!!!!
Lawrence took us to the restaurants and ALL of theme were close except Pepper Lunch. ROFL
He made us walk in circles and circles. SO TIRING. We couldnt even find Big echo. LOLS We walked up and down looking for it and went Norita instead ROFL

We didnt know what to order and played jenga instead. It was hectic. Fiona lost and then jacky lost. He failed soo many times ROFL. Next Fiona, Eugene and I played the monkey thing and guess who. It was fun ROFL. Jacky looked interested but Lawrence was like not to touch because they will have to pay. ROFL. SO funny how they paid for it still eventually. LOLS

It was HECTIC at K. We didn't know what to sing and Lawrence kept skipping songs ROFL. THey were dissing the Chinese songs. THey were awesome. Well some of them were.

NOTE: LAWRENCE SINGING WAS HORRIBLE. NO OFFENCE. HORRIBLE. HE WAS SCREAMING IN THE MIC. HORRIBLE. ROFL
I felt so sorry for those in rooms 10 and 11 they had to hear his screaming. omg Jacky tried singing wedding dress by taeyang. PRO!!

Anyways it was a tiring and awesome day with Eugene, Fiona, Lawrence and Jacky. AWESOME PRIMARY FRIENDS. This time i hope the others would go, especially VINCENT, ANNIE, ELLIE ETC.