Relationships

Im actually afraid of being in one now. It scares me how much one can lie in them, how one can just crush you with all those lies. I dont think i will have a bf for quite a while, even if i like someone, i wont go after or give myself a chance. Its scary. We dont know when the other party is lying and when we find out it just strucks us so badly we can never move on anymore.

Well in my last relationship, it was full of lies. I dont know how to tell the difference between a lie and a truth. And in a relationship its full of trust and stuff. Im just too scared to face another relationship like this one affecting me so bad because it was full of lies when i put so much effort into it.

Yerh thing is when youre with someone in a relationship, youre never lonely. You are there to accompany each other. But really thats like the basis of many relationships, and why people want it. But really thats basically like "using" each other.

Yerh im weird now LOL.

But i probably wont have one till uni when i learn how to read people and learn how to distinguish between a lie and the truth.