FML. I slept at 3am and woke up at 5am to do this stupid freaken english.FML.

I HATE ENGLISH SOOO MUCH. FAR OUT.

VIVO LOVES SHAZ

SHAZ. LOVE YOU!! THANX for being there for me. I know i have friends that can assist me and how you're there for me. I'm trying my really best to forget him, just at times i make the biggest mistakes of my life which is why i miss him even more. VIVO

6 DAYS LEFT

OMG. ONLY 6 DAYS NOW BEFORE I CAN TALK TO KHIEM! UGHH.

I feel bad for doing this to him. It seemed like he was unhappy. Somehow i have to get that message across him, that I've been made to not talk to him and that its not that i want to.

OH WELLS.

6 DAYS.
The countdown. HAHAS

Stupid english

Hmmm, today was an alrite day i guess. Everything was normal, okay until English. It's making me stress so much and mans I DONT WANT TO STAY UP ALL NIGHT BECAUSE OF THIS STUPID ESSAY. >> I'm so lost. I don't know what to do for it. I don't even know what to do with my fken film. Ughh one week notice is definitely irrational. Normally for assessment tasks, we get two weeks notice and yet english we have only one. Teacher said we knew it from beginning of year. Well please who the hell looks at it and its not like we had time anyways since like they give us so much stuff to do. Omg this reminds me, we have this stupid reflective essay to do as well. FML. WTF IS WRONG WITH THE ENGLISH STAFFROOM? GET A LIFE MANS. Mans i have tutor everyday and piano as well. I can't always skip tutor and because of this i had an argument with my mum. FAR OUT ENGLISH! I HATE YOU!

Damn.
Today i had no piano, i finished all my homework that was going to be due on the busy day of next week, i.e. Monday. After that i just did tutor hw and bludged afterwards. What a waste of a day. I should have used this spare time to actually do english essay. I guess I'm a lazy ass aahahs.

Oh wells. I hope tomorrow I CAN DO BETTER, MAKE USE OF THE SPARE TIME I HAVE!

Good news i guess

Hmmm its been a while since i saw him post about that girl on his blog. Is he over her? Nah, i doubt it.

Well when i saw him walking, talking with a girl, I didn't feel sad or jealous. I guess i really am over him now. Normally, i would feel ten times hurt, sad and jealous. But now it feels like i dont really care at all. I don't feel sad, or even jealous. I'm not really sure, but I believe I am over him. I guess this is good news since I am able to actually crush on another and so on. But i guess one thing have not changed and that is, I still care for him. On the train, I took a look at him and I didn't see him smile, or even look happy. A mask? I don't think so and he looked lonely too. I wanted to talk to him, but I'm not sure if he wanted to. Well i guess he probably doesn't since he rather watch paint dry than talk to me.

When I told Connie this, she was really happy for me. I guess I really need to be strong and do it for my friends. I don't want them to worry over me anymore and be happy for me when I find another.

Watching Moonlight resonance. :)
Well after watching it, i learnt many stuff along the way. Most of these were about life, love and work. What is right and wrong. What is the best and what isnt the best. To be persistent and many more.

hmm its a good show to learn a lot of stuff on life, love and work.

Woa i havent posted here for a while. Well instead of posting on the second tumblr blog, I might as well blog here. *sigh
I have lots of stuff to say and it's all on the other blog. Well i might as well summarise it. Hmm it's mainly about him and that girl. *sigh
I don't know what to do anymore. Okies. I decided to like another person, well A is CUTE AND SMART AND OMG I LOVE HIS SMILE. *sigh but once i read the blog of that guy where he posts about how much he stalks that girl he does not even know of really, just makes me go into my depressed mood again. I tell myself to just stop thinking about it, but i just can't. I don't know anymore. What should i do?