WAY PAST my bedtime :(

[PATS 2010] кнιεм♥vivo says (10:56 PM):
*why that emoticon
*LOL
*i wana see you do that tmoro:P
*yea
*see how selfish
*and how alike we are
*you want me all to yourself
*and i want you all to myself


MANS I WANT TO GO SLEEP.. BUT THIS JUST MAKES ME SOOO HAPPY.. I JUST CANT GO SLEEP :)

RAYMOND LAM OH YERH :)

OMG I JUST realised I am able to download the blog skins thing. AND I FOUND RAYMOND LAM! OMG THATS SOO AWESOME. I had to get a simple one because I didn't know how it worked. AWESOME :) BUT noob :(
AHHAHS
I LOVE USING BLOGSPOT NOW :) I SEE MY RAYMOND LAM THERE :)

ANYWAYS SPENT 2 HRS ISH doing this. Now time to do Physics hw and then English hw :)

Confused much

I've been down lately about this relationship. I don't know but it's not that I get bored, but also because I find like I'm a fail gf. He has fun more with his other "girl"fwends but not with me. Fail much. Learning that he doesn't find to have fun, makes me sad. I don't know what to do because I am not only believing this but also losing hope and feelings of him. I don't know what to do. It's almost his trials and I admit I was about to break up, because I couldn't handle it. But as friend said, I have already involved myself in the danger zone. I can't. But there's also this feeling, how I don't want to lose him. But I guess he doesn't like me that much. Why hold on when he doesn't want to be in a serious relationship. I didn't get into a relationship for the sake of just having fun. I don't know what to do. Everyone says to hold on, but I'm scared I might lose control and repeat the same mistake. I'm scared I might let this affect my exam. I'm scared I might affect his HSC. I don't know. Can anyone tell me? :S