I realised that if someone confesses to me and i dont have feelings that time, i will soon develop them after because i take notice of them and etc
Hmmm weird.
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Friday, October 14, 2011
WTF?
Okay i said i was gonna not talk about panda but i just logged on to friends fb and i saw something so im just going wtf at the moment? Like why hide it from my friend before and no why reveal it?
Well like im just going wtf why the relationship was so sudden. Im just going wtf why lie to me about it. Im just going wtf at everythng becaucse no one saw this coming.
Basically im jus going wtf now.
Well like im just going wtf why the relationship was so sudden. Im just going wtf why lie to me about it. Im just going wtf at everythng becaucse no one saw this coming.
Basically im jus going wtf now.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
I gotta say this girl is very innocent. Really more innocent than i was..I mean at least i knew what sex was, she didnt. Basically the outline of today was teaching her what these are:
- sex
- orgy
- orgasm
- blowjob
- handjob
- masturbate
- fingering where we had to search on google images to explain it to her and .... wow she still didnt get it.
- the 4 bases
She even had no idea HOW A GIRL GETS PREGNANT. OH GAWD. AND omgah did i say she doesnt know what happens to a girl when she gets turned on.
Shes very innocent. Seriously sex? AHAHHASH
YOU ARE SOOOO CUTE LOL
- sex
- orgy
- orgasm
- blowjob
- handjob
- masturbate
- fingering where we had to search on google images to explain it to her and .... wow she still didnt get it.
- the 4 bases
She even had no idea HOW A GIRL GETS PREGNANT. OH GAWD. AND omgah did i say she doesnt know what happens to a girl when she gets turned on.
Shes very innocent. Seriously sex? AHAHHASH
YOU ARE SOOOO CUTE LOL
12/10/11
Im very disappointed in Anne Duong class of 2011 of sefton high school. Shame she joined the fort st crew. damn disappointment right there. LOL.
Oh just reminded me AHHAH how aaron was leaning back on his chair and fell backwards and broke his chair. LOLLL
HAD TO STICKY TAPE THAT CHAIR AHAHHSA funny cunt :)
wow today was a pretty fun day :)
oh and that reminds me... i eat about 60 bugs when i go sleep. fk..... yuck. disgusting
Oh just reminded me AHHAH how aaron was leaning back on his chair and fell backwards and broke his chair. LOLLL
HAD TO STICKY TAPE THAT CHAIR AHAHHSA funny cunt :)
wow today was a pretty fun day :)
oh and that reminds me... i eat about 60 bugs when i go sleep. fk..... yuck. disgusting
JO YOU ARE SO FREAKEN ADORABLE
AHAHHA OKAY we went to lidcombe station stoood there and yay saw ena :) miss her :)
and then as we entered the train gosh some guy waved at me... and i waved back, but i dnt know who waved at me. A STRANGER T___T OMGAH ..
AND AS soon as me and jo walked down she sat down and the chair broke. LOLL
THIS IS SO FREAKEN HILARIOUS LOLLLLLLL
AHAHHAS because everyone was going wtf LOL
AHAHHAHAS
YOU ARE SO CUTE JOO
and then as we entered the train gosh some guy waved at me... and i waved back, but i dnt know who waved at me. A STRANGER T___T OMGAH ..
AND AS soon as me and jo walked down she sat down and the chair broke. LOLL
THIS IS SO FREAKEN HILARIOUS LOLLLLLLL
AHAHHAS because everyone was going wtf LOL
AHAHHAHAS
YOU ARE SO CUTE JOO
Tutor Party
LOL two days ago I emailed my tutor teacher to not invite panda to the tutor party. Now i really dont mind because im over him LOL and now my tutor teacher is like no he wont invite him.
LOL
Panda has been longer at the tutor place than i have yet my tutor teacher likes me more :)
THEHEHE
the fact that he likes me more obviously shows that im not the bad girl here. I can rant and rage as much as i want and thats not a bad thing at all.
Well just got to say, this will/may be the last post about panda. Im completely over him. Im serious. LOL After what happened today, i feel much better happier and glad :)
LOL
Panda has been longer at the tutor place than i have yet my tutor teacher likes me more :)
THEHEHE
the fact that he likes me more obviously shows that im not the bad girl here. I can rant and rage as much as i want and thats not a bad thing at all.
Well just got to say, this will/may be the last post about panda. Im completely over him. Im serious. LOL After what happened today, i feel much better happier and glad :)
Relationships
Im actually afraid of being in one now. It scares me how much one can lie in them, how one can just crush you with all those lies. I dont think i will have a bf for quite a while, even if i like someone, i wont go after or give myself a chance. Its scary. We dont know when the other party is lying and when we find out it just strucks us so badly we can never move on anymore.
Well in my last relationship, it was full of lies. I dont know how to tell the difference between a lie and a truth. And in a relationship its full of trust and stuff. Im just too scared to face another relationship like this one affecting me so bad because it was full of lies when i put so much effort into it.
Yerh thing is when youre with someone in a relationship, youre never lonely. You are there to accompany each other. But really thats like the basis of many relationships, and why people want it. But really thats basically like "using" each other.
Yerh im weird now LOL.
But i probably wont have one till uni when i learn how to read people and learn how to distinguish between a lie and the truth.
Well in my last relationship, it was full of lies. I dont know how to tell the difference between a lie and a truth. And in a relationship its full of trust and stuff. Im just too scared to face another relationship like this one affecting me so bad because it was full of lies when i put so much effort into it.
Yerh thing is when youre with someone in a relationship, youre never lonely. You are there to accompany each other. But really thats like the basis of many relationships, and why people want it. But really thats basically like "using" each other.
Yerh im weird now LOL.
But i probably wont have one till uni when i learn how to read people and learn how to distinguish between a lie and the truth.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Rage
Yerh okay since he doesnt know this blog url now i can just rage as much as i want. Yerh its not that i care about what he thinks of me but the fact that i want some privacy for once in my life time. Yerh i kind of find it annoying how he goes on my msn, my blog and my facebook before. I find it annoying. Get a fken life. So I changed my my blog url and facebook pw and blog pw. Just msn i shall leave for now. I really want to see what kind of life he has. He keeps telling me study yet he goes and get himself a new gf? Wow? LOL? HOW funny is that. LOL.
When we were together, he was the one telling me to tell him why i was sad or angry. I tried holding it in and not tell him. Now hes the one telling ppls that im a spaz bitch ranting so much? Do you expect me to bottle up everything? Youre the one who told me to tell you.
It amazes me how many girlfriends you had and how everyone just fell for it. I dont know but really can you please give a fk about your hsc than go chasing after girls.... It amazes me how when we were together you said so much shit and so much lies.
Its not the fact that you got a new girlfriend, but the fact that you lied to me throughout this relationship. I hate liars. I know i lie at times, but i have my own reasons. Really why would you lie about stuff to me? Why lie when you know i rather learn the truth even if it hurts me? If you told me earlier you liked you current gf, i would actually feel better. The fact you lied to me and said you wont get a new gf until a few months later, just wow. When you meant a few months, did you mean 2 day? Because that day before you got together with your new gf, you told me you dont want to get into a relationship until a few months later. Two days later, you get a gf. I find it really funny. You know im not like you. I cant move from guy to guy. I take a while to move on and you actually thought i moved on already, just amazes me. You think im those kind of chicks who just moves from guys to guys. No im not.
Your past amazes me. I am pretty mad about it. You lied to me about it. If you never lied to me about and actually told the truth, i would actually accept it and genuinely believed you. But no you lied to me about it.
A liar will always be a liar.
I dont know, but i really doubt you changed. In just a month can you actaully change that fast? I dont know what your current gf saw in you no offence. But really you need to learn how to stop playing with girls minds and hearts or else in the end you will be toyed by one. I mean for everythign you did, karma will get you. I know. You will have consequences.
Well i dont know why i fell for you either. Yerh thingo is right, you know how to get a girl. But really are you gonna stick like this forever? Really girls who rants; got a problem with that?
If i did not rant and expose my feelings, i will bottle up everything and really would i ever be happy? I mean you really are one selfish bastard. Only caring for yourself. And there i dont fink you changed at all. How hard is it for you to realise playing around is just a stupid silly thing. I dont know why you are doing this, but really dont toy with another girls heart. Karma will get you.
I really hope you goodluck. Learn how to grow into a better person. Learn to not play around and mess around. You are almost 18. You're not some 15 year old kid anymore. Basically learn how to grow up into a man. Want me to teach you?
I really dont know why i wasted my time cheering you up the day before you got together with your gf. I mean who the PUCK GOES TO THE EX AND GO IM SO SAD. >.> hello ... you are really one heartless bastard. Grow up or stay the way you are right now and just be friendless.
Well i really hope you do change.
OH oh that reminds me, i asked you if you ever find me annoying and you said no, but you told others i was a psychotic bitch? Wow? Thats practically saying im annoying. LOL. You are one funny guy LOL. Another lie there LOL. Seriously i can point out all the lies you said. Your current gf really dont know you then despite going same school for 6 years LOL. Now thats funny LOL.
When we were together, he was the one telling me to tell him why i was sad or angry. I tried holding it in and not tell him. Now hes the one telling ppls that im a spaz bitch ranting so much? Do you expect me to bottle up everything? Youre the one who told me to tell you.
It amazes me how many girlfriends you had and how everyone just fell for it. I dont know but really can you please give a fk about your hsc than go chasing after girls.... It amazes me how when we were together you said so much shit and so much lies.
Its not the fact that you got a new girlfriend, but the fact that you lied to me throughout this relationship. I hate liars. I know i lie at times, but i have my own reasons. Really why would you lie about stuff to me? Why lie when you know i rather learn the truth even if it hurts me? If you told me earlier you liked you current gf, i would actually feel better. The fact you lied to me and said you wont get a new gf until a few months later, just wow. When you meant a few months, did you mean 2 day? Because that day before you got together with your new gf, you told me you dont want to get into a relationship until a few months later. Two days later, you get a gf. I find it really funny. You know im not like you. I cant move from guy to guy. I take a while to move on and you actually thought i moved on already, just amazes me. You think im those kind of chicks who just moves from guys to guys. No im not.
Your past amazes me. I am pretty mad about it. You lied to me about it. If you never lied to me about and actually told the truth, i would actually accept it and genuinely believed you. But no you lied to me about it.
A liar will always be a liar.
I dont know, but i really doubt you changed. In just a month can you actaully change that fast? I dont know what your current gf saw in you no offence. But really you need to learn how to stop playing with girls minds and hearts or else in the end you will be toyed by one. I mean for everythign you did, karma will get you. I know. You will have consequences.
Well i dont know why i fell for you either. Yerh thingo is right, you know how to get a girl. But really are you gonna stick like this forever? Really girls who rants; got a problem with that?
If i did not rant and expose my feelings, i will bottle up everything and really would i ever be happy? I mean you really are one selfish bastard. Only caring for yourself. And there i dont fink you changed at all. How hard is it for you to realise playing around is just a stupid silly thing. I dont know why you are doing this, but really dont toy with another girls heart. Karma will get you.
I really hope you goodluck. Learn how to grow into a better person. Learn to not play around and mess around. You are almost 18. You're not some 15 year old kid anymore. Basically learn how to grow up into a man. Want me to teach you?
I really dont know why i wasted my time cheering you up the day before you got together with your gf. I mean who the PUCK GOES TO THE EX AND GO IM SO SAD. >.> hello ... you are really one heartless bastard. Grow up or stay the way you are right now and just be friendless.
Well i really hope you do change.
OH oh that reminds me, i asked you if you ever find me annoying and you said no, but you told others i was a psychotic bitch? Wow? Thats practically saying im annoying. LOL. You are one funny guy LOL. Another lie there LOL. Seriously i can point out all the lies you said. Your current gf really dont know you then despite going same school for 6 years LOL. Now thats funny LOL.
Sunday, October 9, 2011
:)
Mu Cheng: Thank you for before.
Tuo Ye: You don’t need to thank me. I wasn’t helping you or acting. That was what I truly felt in my heart. Six years ago, you rescued me at the bookstore. And gave me this lucky cap. I really felt that I was so lucky that day because I met you. Ever since I accepted this bottle cap, I had decided. In the future, no matter where you go, I will follow you there. You are the girl that I want. Until now, I still keep this bottle cap with me. Whenever I think about you, I will take it out and look at it. Sometimes I think no matter when you will finally take me seriously, I will always be here waiting for you. I know that you’ve always understood. It’s just that you don’t want to change the relationship between us. I also thought that I would be like this, waiting for you forever. But just then, I realized that I don’t want to let go of hand anymore. I don’t want to see you suffer anymore and I don’t want to see you cry anymore. Please don’t tell me that you can take care of yourself. That’s lying to yourself. And don’t try to persuade me to give up on you because I don’t know how to give up. Don’t ask me why I like you because I will only keep on liking you. Mu Cheng, please let me be that person by your side, who will protect you and take care of you and Xiao Le.
Tuo Ye: You don’t need to thank me. I wasn’t helping you or acting. That was what I truly felt in my heart. Six years ago, you rescued me at the bookstore. And gave me this lucky cap. I really felt that I was so lucky that day because I met you. Ever since I accepted this bottle cap, I had decided. In the future, no matter where you go, I will follow you there. You are the girl that I want. Until now, I still keep this bottle cap with me. Whenever I think about you, I will take it out and look at it. Sometimes I think no matter when you will finally take me seriously, I will always be here waiting for you. I know that you’ve always understood. It’s just that you don’t want to change the relationship between us. I also thought that I would be like this, waiting for you forever. But just then, I realized that I don’t want to let go of hand anymore. I don’t want to see you suffer anymore and I don’t want to see you cry anymore. Please don’t tell me that you can take care of yourself. That’s lying to yourself. And don’t try to persuade me to give up on you because I don’t know how to give up. Don’t ask me why I like you because I will only keep on liking you. Mu Cheng, please let me be that person by your side, who will protect you and take care of you and Xiao Le.
Autumn Concerto
Jia Da (the guy in wheel chair) to GX:
You're really scared right now aren’t you? You’re afraid that if you die, what she would do. You’re afraid that she would grieve. You’re afraid that without your care she would become very lonely in this world by herself. You’re afraid if you really die, there will be many things that you couldn’t get done in time.
Ren Guang Xi: I just feel sorry for her. Why me? Why does it have to be me? I just really want this to be a prank from God and then I would wake up one day where the doctor would tell me that my tumor has already disappeared. Then I’ll be able to go back to the way I was before.
Jia Da: You know what? The day I found out about my tumor I told myself, this is from God. This tumor is reminding me everyday that I don’t have much time left. To be able to breath like this is a very precious thing. As long as I can be with Hui Ci a moment longer, I will cherish her even more. This tumor has caused me to live my life again. On this journey, I can’t deny that there are times that it has been very painful and I feel hopeless. But don’t lose hope. You must never give up.
You're really scared right now aren’t you? You’re afraid that if you die, what she would do. You’re afraid that she would grieve. You’re afraid that without your care she would become very lonely in this world by herself. You’re afraid if you really die, there will be many things that you couldn’t get done in time.
Ren Guang Xi: I just feel sorry for her. Why me? Why does it have to be me? I just really want this to be a prank from God and then I would wake up one day where the doctor would tell me that my tumor has already disappeared. Then I’ll be able to go back to the way I was before.
Jia Da: You know what? The day I found out about my tumor I told myself, this is from God. This tumor is reminding me everyday that I don’t have much time left. To be able to breath like this is a very precious thing. As long as I can be with Hui Ci a moment longer, I will cherish her even more. This tumor has caused me to live my life again. On this journey, I can’t deny that there are times that it has been very painful and I feel hopeless. But don’t lose hope. You must never give up.
Ren Guang Xi: "Being hit, being hurt, actually makes me feel alive. Other times, I feel like I'm dead."
Bored of English Module C
OFF from Ena :)
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
I think so.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Yes i dont mind. LOL.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
uh i have no idea.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Uhhhh dont think i will. creepy? LOL
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Uh no? lol
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Yes. Listening to Autumn Concerto OSTs
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Jeans. The white shirt and the blue thingo with balls :P
8. How often do you listen to music?
When im in the mood to. LOL
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Jeans?
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
I dont know.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
A bit of mixed.
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
No
13. What about ‘R’?
No
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
No
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Yerh at times.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
Noooo never >.>
17. When was the last time you cried?
Uhhhhhh a few days ago?
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yeah
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
BROWNN
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Not at the moment.
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
Ever since i came home from tutor, i have not studied a single bit. Good job vivian.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Yerhh
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
Ahhh no
24. What are you sitting on right now?
Chair duh
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
Yerhh
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
ummm yerhhh
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Allan, Peter ?? I think thats it. LOL s
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
Nah
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Chinatown
30. Does anyone hate you?
LOL probably
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
noo -.-
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
OMGAHH NO. FREAKEN SCARY
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
>.>
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
Umm i really dont know. LOL
35. Did you have a dream last night?
I have no idea LOL forgot.
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Uhhh yesterday LOL
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
No >.>
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
No
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
No. Why would they?
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
No. Trying to study so no.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Yes.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
Yes with Jo and Bec
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yes
44. What’s the best part about school?
PEOPLE.
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Mhmmm.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
Uhhh i think we did LOLLLL
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
All the time >.>
48. Were you single over the last summer?
No...
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Year 10? I still have the jealousy/overreacting problem? LOL
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
ENGLISH MODULE C
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Khiem? Yerh of course. Sorry khiem :P JKSSSSS
52. Are you nice to everyone?
Sometimes i am.
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
HAHAH yerh.
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
I will never cheat. Cheating is just stupid
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Uhhh no? dont think so
56. Do you think you like someone?
Yes
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
nooo
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Hmmm having a bit of both is good :)
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
Yerhh. So embarassing.
60. Do you hate anyone?
Maybe dislike
61. How’s your heart?
Beating really fast. Nah its broken
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Hmm yerh some stuff.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
a lot
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
How am i suppose to know.
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
No
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I really hope not.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
No. Its good that the boys have a soft heart, but really love to see their boyfriends cry? A BIG NO.
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
No -.-
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
Uhhhh....hmmmm I think it was David?
70. How do you look right now?
My hair is in a mess and NO GLASSES YAYS :)
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Yerhh
72. Can you commit to one person?
Of course
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yerhh
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yeah
75. Did you wake up cranky?
Yerhh because i had tutor.
76. Are you a jealous person?
In a relationship: A bit
Not in a relationship: A lot
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
Yes
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
Yes
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
No i rather be alone. JKs.
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
FInish Module B and C
81. Last person you cried in front of?
Raymond Lam
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yerh
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
No
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
Playing around and messing around and basically having fun
85. Are you over your past?
Maybe
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
I think so?
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Yeah
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Uhh what?
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
Umm yerh sure okay.
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Yerh
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Doubt it
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
Plenty
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
No
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
Yes. Great.
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
Yes i was.
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
OHHH khiem :P AHHAHS dw hes cute :)
97. Who do you have texts from?
Friends, family
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
I will wish them luck and move on quicker.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yes
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
Uhhhhh myself :( HAHASH
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
hmmm no?
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Yerhh
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
I think so.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Yes i dont mind. LOL.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
uh i have no idea.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Uhhhh dont think i will. creepy? LOL
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Uh no? lol
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Yes. Listening to Autumn Concerto OSTs
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Jeans. The white shirt and the blue thingo with balls :P
8. How often do you listen to music?
When im in the mood to. LOL
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Jeans?
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
I dont know.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
A bit of mixed.
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
No
13. What about ‘R’?
No
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
No
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Yerh at times.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
Noooo never >.>
17. When was the last time you cried?
Uhhhhhh a few days ago?
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yeah
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
BROWNN
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Not at the moment.
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
Ever since i came home from tutor, i have not studied a single bit. Good job vivian.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Yerhh
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
Ahhh no
24. What are you sitting on right now?
Chair duh
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
Yerhh
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
ummm yerhhh
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Allan, Peter ?? I think thats it. LOL s
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
Nah
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Chinatown
30. Does anyone hate you?
LOL probably
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
noo -.-
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
OMGAHH NO. FREAKEN SCARY
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
>.>
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
Umm i really dont know. LOL
35. Did you have a dream last night?
I have no idea LOL forgot.
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Uhhh yesterday LOL
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
No >.>
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
No
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
No. Why would they?
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
No. Trying to study so no.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Yes.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
Yes with Jo and Bec
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yes
44. What’s the best part about school?
PEOPLE.
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Mhmmm.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
Uhhh i think we did LOLLLL
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
All the time >.>
48. Were you single over the last summer?
No...
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Year 10? I still have the jealousy/overreacting problem? LOL
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
ENGLISH MODULE C
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Khiem? Yerh of course. Sorry khiem :P JKSSSSS
52. Are you nice to everyone?
Sometimes i am.
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
HAHAH yerh.
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
I will never cheat. Cheating is just stupid
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Uhhh no? dont think so
56. Do you think you like someone?
Yes
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
nooo
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Hmmm having a bit of both is good :)
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
Yerhh. So embarassing.
60. Do you hate anyone?
Maybe dislike
61. How’s your heart?
Beating really fast. Nah its broken
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Hmm yerh some stuff.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
a lot
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
How am i suppose to know.
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
No
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I really hope not.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
No. Its good that the boys have a soft heart, but really love to see their boyfriends cry? A BIG NO.
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
No -.-
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
Uhhhh....hmmmm I think it was David?
70. How do you look right now?
My hair is in a mess and NO GLASSES YAYS :)
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Yerhh
72. Can you commit to one person?
Of course
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yerhh
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yeah
75. Did you wake up cranky?
Yerhh because i had tutor.
76. Are you a jealous person?
In a relationship: A bit
Not in a relationship: A lot
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
Yes
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
Yes
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
No i rather be alone. JKs.
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
FInish Module B and C
81. Last person you cried in front of?
Raymond Lam
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yerh
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
No
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
Playing around and messing around and basically having fun
85. Are you over your past?
Maybe
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
I think so?
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Yeah
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Uhh what?
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
Umm yerh sure okay.
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Yerh
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Doubt it
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
Plenty
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
No
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
Yes. Great.
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
Yes i was.
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
OHHH khiem :P AHHAHS dw hes cute :)
97. Who do you have texts from?
Friends, family
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
I will wish them luck and move on quicker.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yes
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
Uhhhhh myself :( HAHASH
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
hmmm no?
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Yerhh
GAHHHHHHHHHH
MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE WENT LIBRARY. I CANT STUDY OR MEMORISE THIS ESSAY AT ALLL T________t OMGAHHH...
..
I HATE YOU JULIUS CAESAR
PLEASE LET ME MEMORISE YOU
OMGAHH
I DONT LIKE ENGLISH
:(
IM ONLY EXPECTING A BAND 5 :(
:(
ENGLISH :( I HATE YOU.. IM NOT even prepared for paper 1 :( NOOOOOOO :'(
..
I HATE YOU JULIUS CAESAR
PLEASE LET ME MEMORISE YOU
OMGAHH
I DONT LIKE ENGLISH
:(
IM ONLY EXPECTING A BAND 5 :(
:(
ENGLISH :( I HATE YOU.. IM NOT even prepared for paper 1 :( NOOOOOOO :'(
THIS IS HOW MUCH I HATE STUDYING FOR :( ENGLISH
:(
HAIR IN A MESS NOOO AIDAJ ASDJASDSLAJ
yerh i hate english :(
makes me depressed because i cant do it even if i tried :(
UGGHGHHH
8 MORE DAYS
FML
ENGLISH BRING IT ON GRRR
I WILL GET AT LEAST BAND 5
BAND 5
YUP
VIVO GO GET IT :)
MOD A - DONE
MOD C - IN THE PROCESS
fml
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Dear Mucheng:
When you read this, I may still be in the OR fighting for our future. Or maybe I failed…. Whatever the case, thank you for entering into my life and bringing with you what’s to become my happiness memory since my father’s death.
… If a man’s memory capacity is reduced to one second then this is the moment I want to capture and frame for the rest of my life….
I promised you that I will prevail against life’s cruel joke but if I were to lose, please promise me you will do the following: go home and go to sleep. When you wake up again, pretend Ren Guangxi and everything about this person is but a dream. A long, long dream. When you wake up again, it’s time to forget. Don’t cry. Don’t feel sad. And when the man who can bring you happiness appears, accept him and live happily. Just, think of me occasionally. I’ll watch over you from another place.
Love,
Guangxi
When you read this, I may still be in the OR fighting for our future. Or maybe I failed…. Whatever the case, thank you for entering into my life and bringing with you what’s to become my happiness memory since my father’s death.
… If a man’s memory capacity is reduced to one second then this is the moment I want to capture and frame for the rest of my life….
I promised you that I will prevail against life’s cruel joke but if I were to lose, please promise me you will do the following: go home and go to sleep. When you wake up again, pretend Ren Guangxi and everything about this person is but a dream. A long, long dream. When you wake up again, it’s time to forget. Don’t cry. Don’t feel sad. And when the man who can bring you happiness appears, accept him and live happily. Just, think of me occasionally. I’ll watch over you from another place.
Love,
Guangxi
Autumn Concerto
Chance & Fate - "I Do"
- Mu Cheng: If Xiao Le can come back safely, would you still choose to leave us and go to America?
- Guang Xi: I don’t have any reasons to stay. You once said before that the two of us are like playing a game of Monopoly. “Chance” and “Fate” both have a probability of fifty percent. Regaining my memories is like starting the game all over again. I’ve given you chances, but in the end, we still come to the same fate. I have too many suspicions toward you. Perhaps, it would be better for us to separate for a period of time.
- Mu Cheng: You should leave then. Either way, I will wait for you to come back again. I will wait until you come back into my life. If our lives are like playing Monopoly, regardless of how many times we play again, the outcome should be the same because you are my fate.
- Mu Cheng: Do you remember six years ago, we were here, praying to God? Do you know what I said to God? I prayed for His forgiveness. At the time, what I wanted to say, I couldn’t.
- Guang Xi: What was it?
- Mu Cheng: “I do.”
- Mu Cheng: This is the promise that I have kept from you for six years. Even now, my answer has not changed. “I do.” I’m willing to give our love another chance. You’ve said before that no one should let go of the things they want, including the person that they care about.
- Mu Cheng: So, if I tell you that I love you, can you stay for this reason?
- Guang Xi: I’ve already given you two chances, and you chose to leave me every time. It’s my turn to leave you.
- Guang Xi: I will leave, if you let go of my hand again.
Sweet :)
Aquarius from Tumblr
"Secretly, Aquarius is insecure and is always wondering if the people they think and care about feel the same way"
Oh gawd, gotta admit that is true. LOL.
"the nicest thing about Aquarius is that they do not judge"
Hmmm i dont think i do. Maybe a bit but then i exclude it anyways. LOL its one actions that tells me who they really are and hence why i can be easily manipulated as pointed out by Allan
"Aquarians are known to be unique and refuse to follow the crowd"
Yerh at times im like that LOL
"Aquarians are usually clever and smart, but they also have a rowdy and wild side that is eager to try out something"
UH that is so not true. Im not clever or smart. And i dont really like trying out stuff LOL
"Aquarians are full of contradictions; they are attracted to the differing ends of the scale. They like to understand both sides and see both opinions"
Yerh i try to understand both sides but im too chicken to ask for the other side.
"Aquarians weaknesses: stubborn, detached and sarcastic"
REALLY?
"Aquarius strengths: witty, caring and unique"
...O___O
"Aquarius is at times let down emotionally because of their own high standards cause them to demand more of others than what is practical"
Got to say this is a bit true LOL.
"As an aquarius frequently you are not conscious of your feelings until it is too late"
LOL mhmm I agree with this a lot LOL.
"As an aquarius you want to share yourself, but are afraid of losing who you are or becoming what other people think you should be"
mhmmmmmmmm
Oh gawd, gotta admit that is true. LOL.
"the nicest thing about Aquarius is that they do not judge"
Hmmm i dont think i do. Maybe a bit but then i exclude it anyways. LOL its one actions that tells me who they really are and hence why i can be easily manipulated as pointed out by Allan
"Aquarians are known to be unique and refuse to follow the crowd"
Yerh at times im like that LOL
"Aquarians are usually clever and smart, but they also have a rowdy and wild side that is eager to try out something"
UH that is so not true. Im not clever or smart. And i dont really like trying out stuff LOL
"Aquarians are full of contradictions; they are attracted to the differing ends of the scale. They like to understand both sides and see both opinions"
Yerh i try to understand both sides but im too chicken to ask for the other side.
"Aquarians weaknesses: stubborn, detached and sarcastic"
REALLY?
"Aquarius strengths: witty, caring and unique"
...O___O
"Aquarius is at times let down emotionally because of their own high standards cause them to demand more of others than what is practical"
Got to say this is a bit true LOL.
"As an aquarius frequently you are not conscious of your feelings until it is too late"
LOL mhmm I agree with this a lot LOL.
"As an aquarius you want to share yourself, but are afraid of losing who you are or becoming what other people think you should be"
mhmmmmmmmm
Yerh found out stuff. Really pissed at the moment. Yerh beyond piss that im frowning.. dammit wrinkles. But really i dislike liars. superb liars. Okay i was meant to study english and no this comes up and ruins my whole mood >.>
Liars. Really i dislike those people. Hate is a strong word. And yes i wont use it. I know i lie myself but i have my reasons. But some people just lie for the fun of it. Really. Is it that fun to lie? Really.
Yerh. Should have believed all my friends in the beginning.
Biggest regret ever.
No offence.
I have to admit it. After i found out the truth, i just gotta say i regret everything. Yes i cant do anything about it now. I just want to express my anger now. But lets hope the future is better. I dont want to make the same mistake again.
Liars. Really i dislike those people. Hate is a strong word. And yes i wont use it. I know i lie myself but i have my reasons. But some people just lie for the fun of it. Really. Is it that fun to lie? Really.
Yerh. Should have believed all my friends in the beginning.
Biggest regret ever.
No offence.
I have to admit it. After i found out the truth, i just gotta say i regret everything. Yes i cant do anything about it now. I just want to express my anger now. But lets hope the future is better. I dont want to make the same mistake again.
Don't push someone away thinking it'll make them try harder for you. And one day, they’re going to get tired of you messing with them and leave you all alone.
Friday, October 7, 2011
Wang Lee Hom 王力宏《依然愛你》
Okay went on friends blog and i was listening to this song, and its so beautiful. Its just on repeat now :)
Well i cbb uploading it here, but ever since i saw the music video, oh gawd i never knew wang lee hom was that hot. His body is just beyond sexy and hot. Gosh never noticed this. He has flawless skin and wow. He looks mature and basically hot :)
I wish i was in bed with him oh gawd. seriously the body. oh gawd. the pants hes wearing. oh sex. and the pose. Oh dayum sexy. Seriously i never noticed this =O but wow.
WOWW :) :)
Only in my dreams can i have a guy like that :( but wow. HIS BODY SERIOUSLY. OH wow. Normally bodies like that just scares me but not this one. This one is just wow ... WOWW.... OMGAH HOT :)
WO AI NI LAH <3
Well i cbb uploading it here, but ever since i saw the music video, oh gawd i never knew wang lee hom was that hot. His body is just beyond sexy and hot. Gosh never noticed this. He has flawless skin and wow. He looks mature and basically hot :)
Only in my dreams can i have a guy like that :( but wow. HIS BODY SERIOUSLY. OH wow. Normally bodies like that just scares me but not this one. This one is just wow ... WOWW.... OMGAH HOT :)
WO AI NI LAH <3
Sleeping at 4am
Wow i havent slept at 4 in ages. But today wow :) im only tired now. I wasnt even tired at 3 :) oh yerh my normal sleeping patterns BACK TO NORMAL :) GREAT i have to wake up so early tomorrow for library :( GREAT :(
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Autumn Concerto
Okay back on here. When i was studying for chem, i was listening to the ost. It just felt so nice that i just sat on my chair and stared out to space.
1. 我愛他
First soundtrack and the song i posted before. I just want to learn this on the piano. Yes a really sad song but it just feels so nice. I feel so attached to it :)
Yerh the rest of the OSTs are great :) I want to learn all of them on piano :) AAHHAH after the hsc sadly :(
HSC ending in less than a month. Okay vivo should study now and stop thinking about useless stuff :) good :)
1. 我愛他
First soundtrack and the song i posted before. I just want to learn this on the piano. Yes a really sad song but it just feels so nice. I feel so attached to it :)
Yerh the rest of the OSTs are great :) I want to learn all of them on piano :) AAHHAH after the hsc sadly :(
HSC ending in less than a month. Okay vivo should study now and stop thinking about useless stuff :) good :)
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
FML
Okay after i came home today i havent studied one single bit. fml really at this rate i will fail the hsc. So im just gonna give my laptop to my dad so bye bye blogspot bye bye everything. And hmm if i need help im just gonna go on msn on my ebuddy. HOPE NO ONE TALKS TO ME UNLESS THEY NEED HELP :( well not like they need to LOLS so basically hope no one talks to me at all. So no fb because fb pw changed. Hsc bring it on.
Bye bye blogspot
I will be back on the 4th November :) i fink HAHASH just at the end of teh physics exam where i can just rage about the HSC :) hope my dad doesnt go through my laptop. It has stuff on it. okay not porn. Just stuff that is private :)
BYE BYEEE
Bye bye blogspot
I will be back on the 4th November :) i fink HAHASH just at the end of teh physics exam where i can just rage about the HSC :) hope my dad doesnt go through my laptop. It has stuff on it. okay not porn. Just stuff that is private :)
BYE BYEEE
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Hilarious Study
AHAHA Okay i actually thought with eric i can actually do at least 1 past paper. But no we miserably failed. I went to cabra library at 11 to 6 and didnt even complete one. We just explained to each other (more like he did AHAHHAHA sorry dude) and yerh i kinda know how to answer these questions better now. Understood some concepts now. So ah wells.
AND omgah we couldnt do this physics JAMES RUSE trial question. NOTE IT WAS QUESTION 1 AND WE COULDNT DO IT. AHHAHA so we in the end asked ms saunders. HAHAHS i called her AND OMGAHH HER ACCENT. I WAS LIKE SO SHOCKED. ITS MS SAUNDERS OMGAH. I gave the phone to eric instead ccause im the shy girl :) AND NO HE CHUCKS THE PHONE BACK without ending the call she prob went wtf did hsc do to these kids HAHASH. But in the end we texted her HAHAHAS Funny how we disturbed her day out since she gave us like one word replies but in the end as usual eric was being rude HAHASH but OMGAH I MISS YOU MS SAUNDERS :) though im the quiet shy girl tehehe :) oh gawd i REALLY LOVED the convos via text we had :) AHAHAH ERIC ROFL
Peter you walk at the speed of light. yes if youre reading this, YOURE A PSYCHO AHHAHAS. LETS STUDY TOMORROW :) NORMAL STUDY :) NOT liek today HAHAHS didnt even do much today.
Okay. Now i know whats its like to have a study session with eric.
IM LIKE HIGH ON SUGAR NOW HAASH
OKAY BACK TO STUDYING CHEM. Mans i need to revise my stuff.. forgot a lot :(
AND omgah we couldnt do this physics JAMES RUSE trial question. NOTE IT WAS QUESTION 1 AND WE COULDNT DO IT. AHHAHA so we in the end asked ms saunders. HAHAHS i called her AND OMGAHH HER ACCENT. I WAS LIKE SO SHOCKED. ITS MS SAUNDERS OMGAH. I gave the phone to eric instead ccause im the shy girl :) AND NO HE CHUCKS THE PHONE BACK without ending the call she prob went wtf did hsc do to these kids HAHASH. But in the end we texted her HAHAHAS Funny how we disturbed her day out since she gave us like one word replies but in the end as usual eric was being rude HAHASH but OMGAH I MISS YOU MS SAUNDERS :) though im the quiet shy girl tehehe :) oh gawd i REALLY LOVED the convos via text we had :) AHAHAH ERIC ROFL
Peter you walk at the speed of light. yes if youre reading this, YOURE A PSYCHO AHHAHAS. LETS STUDY TOMORROW :) NORMAL STUDY :) NOT liek today HAHAHS didnt even do much today.
Okay. Now i know whats its like to have a study session with eric.
IM LIKE HIGH ON SUGAR NOW HAASH
OKAY BACK TO STUDYING CHEM. Mans i need to revise my stuff.. forgot a lot :(
Monday, October 3, 2011
NOT SERIOUS ENOUGH T__T
Gosh i suck. I really cant study much.
Only did 4-5 3u paper and finished off ideas so that means PHYSICS IS DONE. And a bit of acidic environment. *Sigh.
I take forever just to study mans.
GAWD NO MORE FACEBOOK STLKING VIVO GRRRRRRRRR
tomorrows goal: finish off acidic and do a bunch of past papers with E.T and do 1 more 3u paper. OKAY
Only did 4-5 3u paper and finished off ideas so that means PHYSICS IS DONE. And a bit of acidic environment. *Sigh.
I take forever just to study mans.
GAWD NO MORE FACEBOOK STLKING VIVO GRRRRRRRRR
tomorrows goal: finish off acidic and do a bunch of past papers with E.T and do 1 more 3u paper. OKAY
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Bored of Study
Yerh kinda sick of studying now. Its that boring i just have ideas to implementation and then im done and i can do past paper for PHYSICS ONLY T___T
*sigh i really am gonna fail. Need to get that 98+ atar and rub it in my aunts face >.> seriously does she always have to look down at us >.> my mum is just like me, we cant say no ..... *sigh I really need to work my ass off now. So bye bye blogspot :) Bye bye tumblr :) and .... BYE BYE FACEBOOK. OKAY need someone to change my pw for me =D Yes after what my aunt did today, im just gonna start studying like hell and not think about stuff thats so stupid and just a waste of time. Im definitely getting into optom and getting 98+ atar
BUT OMGAH I JUST SAW THIS PICTURE ON TUMBLR AND REMINDED HOW MUCH I WAS IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY. I dunno why but HES CUTE AND I LOVE HIM. Maybe because he has a soft heart. I mean i tend to fall for guys like that :) His cries makes me cry. His laughter makes me laugh. OH sweet i wanna watch this again after hsc. OH HSC BRING IT ON. 98+ ATAR HERE I COME :)
Hmm lets just listen to this song and read the lyrics. i LOVE this song :)
okay anyways off to sudy.
Goal for today: finish off ideas and do at least 1 3u paper. IMPOSSIBLE. SINCE Im only up to oscilloscope AHAHHA oh dear me
*sigh i really am gonna fail. Need to get that 98+ atar and rub it in my aunts face >.> seriously does she always have to look down at us >.> my mum is just like me, we cant say no ..... *sigh I really need to work my ass off now. So bye bye blogspot :) Bye bye tumblr :) and .... BYE BYE FACEBOOK. OKAY need someone to change my pw for me =D Yes after what my aunt did today, im just gonna start studying like hell and not think about stuff thats so stupid and just a waste of time. Im definitely getting into optom and getting 98+ atar
BUT OMGAH I JUST SAW THIS PICTURE ON TUMBLR AND REMINDED HOW MUCH I WAS IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY. I dunno why but HES CUTE AND I LOVE HIM. Maybe because he has a soft heart. I mean i tend to fall for guys like that :) His cries makes me cry. His laughter makes me laugh. OH sweet i wanna watch this again after hsc. OH HSC BRING IT ON. 98+ ATAR HERE I COME :)
Hmm lets just listen to this song and read the lyrics. i LOVE this song :)
okay anyways off to sudy.
Goal for today: finish off ideas and do at least 1 3u paper. IMPOSSIBLE. SINCE Im only up to oscilloscope AHAHHA oh dear me
Saturday, October 1, 2011
First thing i need to learn before i move on with life:
LEARN TO FKEN SAY NO -.-
i really hate how its really hard for me to say no to stuff. Like i dont want to something but i cant say no...... and in the end i do it.. *sigh
LEARN TO FKEN SAY NO -.-
i really hate how its really hard for me to say no to stuff. Like i dont want to something but i cant say no...... and in the end i do it.. *sigh
HAPPPPY BIRTHDAY SHAZ
a post just for you <3
LOVE YOU SHAZ :) SORRY ABOUT THE JASON CHAN THING :( HOPE YOU HAD FUN WITH HIM AT THE THINGO :)
HAPPPY BIRTHDAY OLDIE :) 18 YEAR OLD :) OLDIEE :)
LOVE YOU SHAZ :) SORRY ABOUT THE JASON CHAN THING :( HOPE YOU HAD FUN WITH HIM AT THE THINGO :)
HAPPPY BIRTHDAY OLDIE :) 18 YEAR OLD :) OLDIEE :)
STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Yerh dont know why im still on this but OMGAH I SHOULD BE STUDYING ATM T____T just got bored of "space" and now just randomly looking at photos and shits. Mans it brings back memories :'(
anyways ENOUGH FACEBOOK STALKING... STUDYYYYYYYY :@:@:@:@
anyways ENOUGH FACEBOOK STALKING... STUDYYYYYYYY :@:@:@:@
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