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Allan xD says (11:30 PM)
Things that lead to a friends demise
only after that do you realise
these things are just better off untold
kept within the heart, precious as gold
though pain grows day by day
its best to leave a friend
with no broken heart to mend

IM BACK

I rather post here than on tumblr. I cant say what i want on tumblr so yerh going to write what i want to say here. It has been around 2 days since we "broke up". I really don't know whether it is a break up or what. But man he pisses me off. Like today okay i was so happy about my 3u mark and the first person i thought of was him. I wanted to tell him. But maybe im not used to the break up thing. I really want to share everything with him. Yerh he was wow and we finally had a conversation going. Yerh it was always me starting the convo every time we had a fight. Wow. Why is it always me? And the conversation was alright. But i tried to be my usual self and that is to make fun of him and like joke around with him. But i really couldnt do that. And then he just said something that made me REALLY REALLY SAD. And then he called me a dickhead. FUCK YOU. FAR OUT. I GOT ANGRY FOR A REASON. YOU SAID LOTS OF STUFF THAT MADE ME CUT. GETTING ANGRY IS A NORMAL REACTION. YOU EXPECT ME TO ABSORB ALL THE INSULTS AND STUFF. FAR OUT.