Give me time

PLEASEE GIVE ME TIME!!! I JUST WANT TIME TO THINK!! and LET ME BREATHE!!! please :( *sigh I just want to solve everything after the hsc. I know you are unsure if you can feel the same way, but i just want to do my hsc and get a good result. I just want to solve this all after the hsc because MY LIFE IS THE HSC. IF I FAIL I RATHER JUST SUICIDE THAN CONTINUE ON. I WANT MY FAMILY TO BE PROUD AND TELL THAT FKEN AUNT TO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP LOOKING DOWN AT OUR FAMILY. well just give me time. please.