Yerh okay since he doesnt know this blog url now i can just rage as much as i want. Yerh its not that i care about what he thinks of me but the fact that i want some privacy for once in my life time. Yerh i kind of find it annoying how he goes on my msn, my blog and my facebook before. I find it annoying. Get a fken life. So I changed my my blog url and facebook pw and blog pw. Just msn i shall leave for now. I really want to see what kind of life he has. He keeps telling me study yet he goes and get himself a new gf? Wow? LOL? HOW funny is that. LOL.
When we were together, he was the one telling me to tell him why i was sad or angry. I tried holding it in and not tell him. Now hes the one telling ppls that im a spaz bitch ranting so much? Do you expect me to bottle up everything? Youre the one who told me to tell you.
It amazes me how many girlfriends you had and how everyone just fell for it. I dont know but really can you please give a fk about your hsc than go chasing after girls.... It amazes me how when we were together you said so much shit and so much lies.
Its not the fact that you got a new girlfriend, but the fact that you lied to me throughout this relationship. I hate liars. I know i lie at times, but i have my own reasons. Really why would you lie about stuff to me? Why lie when you know i rather learn the truth even if it hurts me? If you told me earlier you liked you current gf, i would actually feel better. The fact you lied to me and said you wont get a new gf until a few months later, just wow. When you meant a few months, did you mean 2 day? Because that day before you got together with your new gf, you told me you dont want to get into a relationship until a few months later. Two days later, you get a gf. I find it really funny. You know im not like you. I cant move from guy to guy. I take a while to move on and you actually thought i moved on already, just amazes me. You think im those kind of chicks who just moves from guys to guys. No im not.
Your past amazes me. I am pretty mad about it. You lied to me about it. If you never lied to me about and actually told the truth, i would actually accept it and genuinely believed you. But no you lied to me about it.
A liar will always be a liar.
I dont know, but i really doubt you changed. In just a month can you actaully change that fast? I dont know what your current gf saw in you no offence. But really you need to learn how to stop playing with girls minds and hearts or else in the end you will be toyed by one. I mean for everythign you did, karma will get you. I know. You will have consequences.
Well i dont know why i fell for you either. Yerh thingo is right, you know how to get a girl. But really are you gonna stick like this forever? Really girls who rants; got a problem with that?
If i did not rant and expose my feelings, i will bottle up everything and really would i ever be happy? I mean you really are one selfish bastard. Only caring for yourself. And there i dont fink you changed at all. How hard is it for you to realise playing around is just a stupid silly thing. I dont know why you are doing this, but really dont toy with another girls heart. Karma will get you.
I really hope you goodluck. Learn how to grow into a better person. Learn to not play around and mess around. You are almost 18. You're not some 15 year old kid anymore. Basically learn how to grow up into a man. Want me to teach you?
I really dont know why i wasted my time cheering you up the day before you got together with your gf. I mean who the PUCK GOES TO THE EX AND GO IM SO SAD. >.> hello ... you are really one heartless bastard. Grow up or stay the way you are right now and just be friendless.
Well i really hope you do change.
OH oh that reminds me, i asked you if you ever find me annoying and you said no, but you told others i was a psychotic bitch? Wow? Thats practically saying im annoying. LOL. You are one funny guy LOL. Another lie there LOL. Seriously i can point out all the lies you said. Your current gf really dont know you then despite going same school for 6 years LOL. Now thats funny LOL.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Sunday, October 9, 2011
:)
Mu Cheng: Thank you for before.
Tuo Ye: You don’t need to thank me. I wasn’t helping you or acting. That was what I truly felt in my heart. Six years ago, you rescued me at the bookstore. And gave me this lucky cap. I really felt that I was so lucky that day because I met you. Ever since I accepted this bottle cap, I had decided. In the future, no matter where you go, I will follow you there. You are the girl that I want. Until now, I still keep this bottle cap with me. Whenever I think about you, I will take it out and look at it. Sometimes I think no matter when you will finally take me seriously, I will always be here waiting for you. I know that you’ve always understood. It’s just that you don’t want to change the relationship between us. I also thought that I would be like this, waiting for you forever. But just then, I realized that I don’t want to let go of hand anymore. I don’t want to see you suffer anymore and I don’t want to see you cry anymore. Please don’t tell me that you can take care of yourself. That’s lying to yourself. And don’t try to persuade me to give up on you because I don’t know how to give up. Don’t ask me why I like you because I will only keep on liking you. Mu Cheng, please let me be that person by your side, who will protect you and take care of you and Xiao Le.
Tuo Ye: You don’t need to thank me. I wasn’t helping you or acting. That was what I truly felt in my heart. Six years ago, you rescued me at the bookstore. And gave me this lucky cap. I really felt that I was so lucky that day because I met you. Ever since I accepted this bottle cap, I had decided. In the future, no matter where you go, I will follow you there. You are the girl that I want. Until now, I still keep this bottle cap with me. Whenever I think about you, I will take it out and look at it. Sometimes I think no matter when you will finally take me seriously, I will always be here waiting for you. I know that you’ve always understood. It’s just that you don’t want to change the relationship between us. I also thought that I would be like this, waiting for you forever. But just then, I realized that I don’t want to let go of hand anymore. I don’t want to see you suffer anymore and I don’t want to see you cry anymore. Please don’t tell me that you can take care of yourself. That’s lying to yourself. And don’t try to persuade me to give up on you because I don’t know how to give up. Don’t ask me why I like you because I will only keep on liking you. Mu Cheng, please let me be that person by your side, who will protect you and take care of you and Xiao Le.
Autumn Concerto
Jia Da (the guy in wheel chair) to GX:
You're really scared right now aren’t you? You’re afraid that if you die, what she would do. You’re afraid that she would grieve. You’re afraid that without your care she would become very lonely in this world by herself. You’re afraid if you really die, there will be many things that you couldn’t get done in time.
Ren Guang Xi: I just feel sorry for her. Why me? Why does it have to be me? I just really want this to be a prank from God and then I would wake up one day where the doctor would tell me that my tumor has already disappeared. Then I’ll be able to go back to the way I was before.
Jia Da: You know what? The day I found out about my tumor I told myself, this is from God. This tumor is reminding me everyday that I don’t have much time left. To be able to breath like this is a very precious thing. As long as I can be with Hui Ci a moment longer, I will cherish her even more. This tumor has caused me to live my life again. On this journey, I can’t deny that there are times that it has been very painful and I feel hopeless. But don’t lose hope. You must never give up.
You're really scared right now aren’t you? You’re afraid that if you die, what she would do. You’re afraid that she would grieve. You’re afraid that without your care she would become very lonely in this world by herself. You’re afraid if you really die, there will be many things that you couldn’t get done in time.
Ren Guang Xi: I just feel sorry for her. Why me? Why does it have to be me? I just really want this to be a prank from God and then I would wake up one day where the doctor would tell me that my tumor has already disappeared. Then I’ll be able to go back to the way I was before.
Jia Da: You know what? The day I found out about my tumor I told myself, this is from God. This tumor is reminding me everyday that I don’t have much time left. To be able to breath like this is a very precious thing. As long as I can be with Hui Ci a moment longer, I will cherish her even more. This tumor has caused me to live my life again. On this journey, I can’t deny that there are times that it has been very painful and I feel hopeless. But don’t lose hope. You must never give up.
Ren Guang Xi: "Being hit, being hurt, actually makes me feel alive. Other times, I feel like I'm dead."
Bored of English Module C
OFF from Ena :)
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
I think so.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Yes i dont mind. LOL.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
uh i have no idea.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Uhhhh dont think i will. creepy? LOL
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Uh no? lol
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Yes. Listening to Autumn Concerto OSTs
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Jeans. The white shirt and the blue thingo with balls :P
8. How often do you listen to music?
When im in the mood to. LOL
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Jeans?
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
I dont know.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
A bit of mixed.
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
No
13. What about ‘R’?
No
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
No
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Yerh at times.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
Noooo never >.>
17. When was the last time you cried?
Uhhhhhh a few days ago?
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yeah
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
BROWNN
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Not at the moment.
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
Ever since i came home from tutor, i have not studied a single bit. Good job vivian.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Yerhh
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
Ahhh no
24. What are you sitting on right now?
Chair duh
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
Yerhh
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
ummm yerhhh
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Allan, Peter ?? I think thats it. LOL s
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
Nah
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Chinatown
30. Does anyone hate you?
LOL probably
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
noo -.-
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
OMGAHH NO. FREAKEN SCARY
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
>.>
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
Umm i really dont know. LOL
35. Did you have a dream last night?
I have no idea LOL forgot.
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Uhhh yesterday LOL
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
No >.>
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
No
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
No. Why would they?
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
No. Trying to study so no.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Yes.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
Yes with Jo and Bec
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yes
44. What’s the best part about school?
PEOPLE.
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Mhmmm.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
Uhhh i think we did LOLLLL
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
All the time >.>
48. Were you single over the last summer?
No...
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Year 10? I still have the jealousy/overreacting problem? LOL
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
ENGLISH MODULE C
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Khiem? Yerh of course. Sorry khiem :P JKSSSSS
52. Are you nice to everyone?
Sometimes i am.
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
HAHAH yerh.
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
I will never cheat. Cheating is just stupid
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Uhhh no? dont think so
56. Do you think you like someone?
Yes
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
nooo
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Hmmm having a bit of both is good :)
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
Yerhh. So embarassing.
60. Do you hate anyone?
Maybe dislike
61. How’s your heart?
Beating really fast. Nah its broken
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Hmm yerh some stuff.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
a lot
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
How am i suppose to know.
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
No
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I really hope not.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
No. Its good that the boys have a soft heart, but really love to see their boyfriends cry? A BIG NO.
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
No -.-
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
Uhhhh....hmmmm I think it was David?
70. How do you look right now?
My hair is in a mess and NO GLASSES YAYS :)
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Yerhh
72. Can you commit to one person?
Of course
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yerhh
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yeah
75. Did you wake up cranky?
Yerhh because i had tutor.
76. Are you a jealous person?
In a relationship: A bit
Not in a relationship: A lot
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
Yes
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
Yes
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
No i rather be alone. JKs.
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
FInish Module B and C
81. Last person you cried in front of?
Raymond Lam
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yerh
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
No
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
Playing around and messing around and basically having fun
85. Are you over your past?
Maybe
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
I think so?
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Yeah
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Uhh what?
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
Umm yerh sure okay.
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Yerh
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Doubt it
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
Plenty
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
No
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
Yes. Great.
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
Yes i was.
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
OHHH khiem :P AHHAHS dw hes cute :)
97. Who do you have texts from?
Friends, family
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
I will wish them luck and move on quicker.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yes
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
Uhhhhh myself :( HAHASH
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
hmmm no?
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Yerhh
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
I think so.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Yes i dont mind. LOL.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
uh i have no idea.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Uhhhh dont think i will. creepy? LOL
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Uh no? lol
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Yes. Listening to Autumn Concerto OSTs
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Jeans. The white shirt and the blue thingo with balls :P
8. How often do you listen to music?
When im in the mood to. LOL
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Jeans?
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
I dont know.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
A bit of mixed.
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
No
13. What about ‘R’?
No
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
No
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Yerh at times.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
Noooo never >.>
17. When was the last time you cried?
Uhhhhhh a few days ago?
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Yeah
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
BROWNN
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Not at the moment.
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
Ever since i came home from tutor, i have not studied a single bit. Good job vivian.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Yerhh
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
Ahhh no
24. What are you sitting on right now?
Chair duh
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
Yerhh
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
ummm yerhhh
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Allan, Peter ?? I think thats it. LOL s
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
Nah
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Chinatown
30. Does anyone hate you?
LOL probably
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
noo -.-
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
OMGAHH NO. FREAKEN SCARY
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
>.>
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
Umm i really dont know. LOL
35. Did you have a dream last night?
I have no idea LOL forgot.
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Uhhh yesterday LOL
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
No >.>
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
No
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
No. Why would they?
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
No. Trying to study so no.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Yes.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
Yes with Jo and Bec
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Yes
44. What’s the best part about school?
PEOPLE.
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Mhmmm.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
Uhhh i think we did LOLLLL
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
All the time >.>
48. Were you single over the last summer?
No...
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
Year 10? I still have the jealousy/overreacting problem? LOL
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
ENGLISH MODULE C
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Khiem? Yerh of course. Sorry khiem :P JKSSSSS
52. Are you nice to everyone?
Sometimes i am.
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
HAHAH yerh.
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
I will never cheat. Cheating is just stupid
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Uhhh no? dont think so
56. Do you think you like someone?
Yes
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
nooo
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Hmmm having a bit of both is good :)
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
Yerhh. So embarassing.
60. Do you hate anyone?
Maybe dislike
61. How’s your heart?
Beating really fast. Nah its broken
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Hmm yerh some stuff.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
a lot
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
How am i suppose to know.
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
No
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I really hope not.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
No. Its good that the boys have a soft heart, but really love to see their boyfriends cry? A BIG NO.
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
No -.-
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
Uhhhh....hmmmm I think it was David?
70. How do you look right now?
My hair is in a mess and NO GLASSES YAYS :)
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Yerhh
72. Can you commit to one person?
Of course
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yerhh
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yeah
75. Did you wake up cranky?
Yerhh because i had tutor.
76. Are you a jealous person?
In a relationship: A bit
Not in a relationship: A lot
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
Yes
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
Yes
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
No i rather be alone. JKs.
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
FInish Module B and C
81. Last person you cried in front of?
Raymond Lam
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yerh
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
No
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
Playing around and messing around and basically having fun
85. Are you over your past?
Maybe
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
I think so?
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Yeah
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Uhh what?
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
Umm yerh sure okay.
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
Yerh
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Doubt it
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
Plenty
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
No
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
Yes. Great.
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
Yes i was.
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
OHHH khiem :P AHHAHS dw hes cute :)
97. Who do you have texts from?
Friends, family
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
I will wish them luck and move on quicker.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yes
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
Uhhhhh myself :( HAHASH
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
hmmm no?
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
Yerhh
GAHHHHHHHHHH
MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE WENT LIBRARY. I CANT STUDY OR MEMORISE THIS ESSAY AT ALLL T________t OMGAHHH...
..
I HATE YOU JULIUS CAESAR
PLEASE LET ME MEMORISE YOU
OMGAHH
I DONT LIKE ENGLISH
:(
IM ONLY EXPECTING A BAND 5 :(
:(
ENGLISH :( I HATE YOU.. IM NOT even prepared for paper 1 :( NOOOOOOO :'(
..
I HATE YOU JULIUS CAESAR
PLEASE LET ME MEMORISE YOU
OMGAHH
I DONT LIKE ENGLISH
:(
IM ONLY EXPECTING A BAND 5 :(
:(
ENGLISH :( I HATE YOU.. IM NOT even prepared for paper 1 :( NOOOOOOO :'(
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