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Allan xD says (12:03 AM)
how's this for motivation
Life is like a house full of surprises. Sometimes you open the right doors, sometimes you don't. What is ineveitable is one day, you will open the right door. Whether it be now or in the future. This is because your special.


Wow this just sounds so hmm nice? It makes me feel relax and more calm. Wow :)

yay or nay?

Today i studied space well only first three sections. hopefully i can finished section 4 by 1am. I did one maths 4u past paper. IT WAS FREAKEN HARD T___T. i JUST WANT TO CRY T_____T. CSSA WHY SO HARD FOR :@:@:@:@
Anyways today he started a convo with me. He wanted to get back together. But i said no. Hmmm well in fact i do but i just dont know how to accept him back because its not that simple. I felt really depressed and what he said to me was just damn hurtful. So hopefully i can cure and we can be back together. So now we are just talKING. i hope this is the right decision. *Sigh

One funny thing was that he applied for a job at this tutoring place called "elite hsc preparation centre". He thought that was my tutor. BUT NAH AH LIL BOY it wasnt. ROFL. SO now he applied at the wrong centre and now he wont torture me :)
STUPID BOY :)

Ruined Day

Had to wake up early this morning for truongs. I wasnt in the mood for it. So borinG. I always fall asleep in class and OMFG I dont get anything in mechanics. oh somebody just shoot me :(

Class was soo long and boring. Ahahahs and WOOHOOO 5 WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS FOR TRUONGS :) OH YERHH :) and free lessons from now on :) OH yesh:) but damn i didnt go class for 3 weeks. I hope i can get a refund and then attend 3u and 4u for free :)

Then i had lunch. Boring. gosh I cant even make milo properly >.> my milo turned out REALLY REALLY white >.> Stupid. *Sigh was watching dramas when i had lunch. I miss my dramas.

And at 2pm, i had chemistry tutor. Hmm today i rather felt active while cornnie felt dead. OHH YERHH I CAN DO THE CHEM PAST PAPER :) except some but still afterall i havent revised everything yet. :) Then had to train it home. TEHEH then when i got to lidcombe I SAW ENA who had the spare time to go shopping AHAH. YOU LOOKED PRETTY TODAY ENA <3. Yerh then went home and watched a bit of drama and then continued with my maths past paper. Everyone left the house leaving me alone :( They went to celebrate my cousins bday and i was left alone to study. But tehhhehe im watching pokemon and doing past paper at the same time.teheh not really studying. i should start asap.

BUT THEN, this guy had to come along and piss me off again. I deleted you off facebook because you were so FUCKEN ANNOYING. And now i re-added you because afterall we are still friends, like we shouldnt just depart like that even if our relationship didnt work out. And YUP he deleted me on msn. I added him, he rejected. NICE. NICE. JUST RUINED MY DAY BY TELLING ME YOU DELETED ME OFF MSN and DO NOT WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME. Okay i deleted you because i was unhappy with you but i still want to friends and thats why i readded you. BUT YOU NO. YOU DONT EVEN WANT TO BE FRIENDS AT ALL. OKAY. wth. YERH DONT NEED TO TEL ME THAT. I FUCKEN HATE YOU. PISS ME OFF WHENVER I TALK TO YOU. YOU JUST HAD TO RUIN MY DAY.

LESBIANS :)

Vivian Ta says (10:13 PM)
BOYS ARE SOOO STUPID
like how stupid can they get
[b]Corn[/b] says (10:14 PM)
LMFAOOO
that's why
you should turn into a lesbian
with me
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AHAHAH CORN YOURE SOO FUNNNNY :)

:)

Allan xD says (11:30 PM)
Things that lead to a friends demise
only after that do you realise
these things are just better off untold
kept within the heart, precious as gold
though pain grows day by day
its best to leave a friend
with no broken heart to mend

IM BACK

I rather post here than on tumblr. I cant say what i want on tumblr so yerh going to write what i want to say here. It has been around 2 days since we "broke up". I really don't know whether it is a break up or what. But man he pisses me off. Like today okay i was so happy about my 3u mark and the first person i thought of was him. I wanted to tell him. But maybe im not used to the break up thing. I really want to share everything with him. Yerh he was wow and we finally had a conversation going. Yerh it was always me starting the convo every time we had a fight. Wow. Why is it always me? And the conversation was alright. But i tried to be my usual self and that is to make fun of him and like joke around with him. But i really couldnt do that. And then he just said something that made me REALLY REALLY SAD. And then he called me a dickhead. FUCK YOU. FAR OUT. I GOT ANGRY FOR A REASON. YOU SAID LOTS OF STUFF THAT MADE ME CUT. GETTING ANGRY IS A NORMAL REACTION. YOU EXPECT ME TO ABSORB ALL THE INSULTS AND STUFF. FAR OUT.

OMGAHHHHHHHH

VIVO IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKK :)
AHAHAHHS


MANSSSSS I HAVE MIXED FEEELINGSSSS >< ITS SOOO GAYYY T_______________T

SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME!!! :'(

i WONDER why do i cry so easily? :(