Crazy Day

I didnt want to post what was wrong with me at tumblr because i dont want my friends to know what ive been up to. No one or hardly anyone comes on here, so i decided to post here.

Anyways enough jibbering. Well, i have been having a bad day today. My parent and sister was arguing. I had family problems. Anyways my friend today was telling me off, well not exactly telling me off, but more like giving me a lesson. I have kind of betrayed him and now i feel so bad. I started crying so much because from what he had said, although he wants to be friends, we wont be that close friends anymore. I guess he wont forgive me anymore. I hate myself. I don't know why im like this? Today i started looking at tumblr for emo posts such as suicidal, hatred and etc. Well i think i made my friends worry a bit too much, so i decided to stop posting about it. I dont want anyone to know the emo me. I dont want them to see this side of me. So i decided to stop. Hopefully no one sees this blog as well. Well, im happy i have friends, and family to support me. I WOULD NEVER THINK OF SUICIDE no matter how depressed i get, no matter how emo i get and no matter what posts i put up. I feel like that, but i wouldnt do it. Suicidal are for really weak peoples. I am a strong person. I can face my problems, but sometimes i know im a weak one, and i always want my bf and fwends to be beside me.

Anyways thanx everyone for helping me. I dont want to disappoint you guys. Thankyou.

LOTS OF LOVE,
Vivo