Am i taking it too seriously? It's not like he is. I don't know if I should take it seriously now. Its only been a few days and I've been having lots of mood swings. I don't think its right. I don't think i should. I don't think it will last forever.

I just take things serious. I always compare it with the old relationship when its only been a few days. I guess I feel like just giving up. I dont know. Is there a friend out there that can tell me what to do, or maybe change this mood swings i have?

Its because of these mood swings, these raging that the last relationship didnt work out. I don't know want it to happen again. I tell myself i shouldn't be doing it. But what's the use? I tell, but i don't follow. :(