Good news i guess

Hmmm its been a while since i saw him post about that girl on his blog. Is he over her? Nah, i doubt it.

Well when i saw him walking, talking with a girl, I didn't feel sad or jealous. I guess i really am over him now. Normally, i would feel ten times hurt, sad and jealous. But now it feels like i dont really care at all. I don't feel sad, or even jealous. I'm not really sure, but I believe I am over him. I guess this is good news since I am able to actually crush on another and so on. But i guess one thing have not changed and that is, I still care for him. On the train, I took a look at him and I didn't see him smile, or even look happy. A mask? I don't think so and he looked lonely too. I wanted to talk to him, but I'm not sure if he wanted to. Well i guess he probably doesn't since he rather watch paint dry than talk to me.

When I told Connie this, she was really happy for me. I guess I really need to be strong and do it for my friends. I don't want them to worry over me anymore and be happy for me when I find another.